Yes this is me...long lost me....posting. But it's not my fault...I was kidnapped by aliens. Mid-life crisis? Trying to get my shit together? Pick one...LOL....Maybe I'll just write a bunch of crap and then delete it. I'm flaky like that :)
I can't believe I haven't blogged since September...and I still have followers....how is that even possible? But thank you all for not abandoning me that really means a lot to me.
First things first...what the crap is up with this new format? I don't have a reading list anymore...as in all the blogs I used to follow are G O N E!! Yea so I'm guilty of not reading blogs lately either. I suck. Feel free to throw tomatoes and eggs at me. I deserve it. When you're done if someone could help me with getting my blogs back I would really appreciate it.
Life since September has been turned upside down. But since it was pretty much in the gutter it hasn't been all bad. I don't want to bore you with a novel so I'm going to hit a few basic points and if you want to know more then just let me know. Here we go....buckle your seatbelts and keep your hands inside the moving vehicle at all times :)
Let's talk about weight first. I weigh the same as I did in July 2011 - 8 freaking months ago - still a size 22. I'm calling it practicing maintenance and I'm doing a damn good job LOL. I'm revving up my motivation and really want to lose more so I'm hoping blogging and reading blogs will help.
My ex is hell bent on destroying everything I have worked for in the past 10 years. He isn't paying any of the bills he agreed to pay in the divorce and he ran up about 50K in credit card debt between him moving out and the divorce being final. My phone has been blowing up with calls from creditors for bills he isn't paying. I consulted an attorney...only option....bankruptcy. Two things he knew I would kill for...my kids and my credit. He managed to hurt both.
I'm moving to Montana in the next couple months. Didn't see that coming did ya? LOL. I need a fresh start, I need to get out of here and away from all the memories and crap. My job is going nowhere and quite frankly I'm surprised as hell they haven't been sued for hostile work environment by now. It's getting bad folks and I'm getting out of Dodge.
I have met someone very special. He treats me like I never thought I deserved to be treated. He makes me laugh until my ribs hurt and when he holds me the world just makes sense. Right now he lives two hours away so we spend weekends together. Next month he starts his dream job....but it's over 10 hours away.....in Northern Montana. So that is the big reason why I am moving. He asked me to go with him and I'm going to throw caution to the wind and jump. I've always been the controlled one, the person that doesn't do anything without a plan. But this time I am jumping in and it feels good.....it feels right.
I promised I wouldn't write a novel but damn if I didn't get carried away again. There is so much more to tell but this is a good start anyway. I'm going to TRY to blog more often....and I need help to get my reading list back.
I have missed you all so much!!!
